sometimes i am so overwhelmed by the world. the sheer weight of it. the constant gains and losses. pure joy and hollowed sorrow. births and deaths. struggle and success.
the shaking and the still.
there are moments, and sometimes, long fragments of time, that i am overcome with it all. empathetic to the steady beat of changes and trying to take it all in, but still stand upright.
it is so much. too much to bear sometimes and i lose myself in it.